The anger that pulses through my veins
That lives inside my heart
That has the force of 1000 trains
That tries to tear my soul apart

There is so much of it inside of me
It eats away at my spirit
Its there every time I breathe
If you listen, you can hear it

It has been there for a while
Like a poison it is slowly destroying me
I ache with every smile
Is this the way my life is meant to be?

I want to let it go
I want to be free
But yet…I cant let it show
I cant…so it consumes me

This wound must be shut
That is my wish
Yet with every attempt it stays shut
That is not my wish

I want to be free of this anger and pain
To see and be the way that I am meant to be
I yearn to look in the mirror and not see this stain
This stain the poison leaves on me